Why do I still love You

Everything’s so silent
I can’t hear a voice
So many feelings
I don’t have a choice

Crying so softly
So I can’t be heard
Everything’s so confusing
Every little word

So many nights
Where I can’t sleep
Dreaming of how much
You mean to me

Asking myself
Is this how I feel
Closing my eyes
On everything real

Wishing and praying
Wanting to know
Why I care for you
Why can’t I let go?

Eyes filled with the tears
Heart filled with the fears
Mind so confused
Why do I still love you?

Everyone’s told me
I can’t feel this way
You told me goodbye
Yet I need you to stay

Standing in place
For such a long time
I can’t figure out
Why I want you to be mine

You’ve broken my heart
And left me to cry
I feel so useless
But I can’t say goodbye

by Kali