I love him so much it hurts

I can remember the first day i met him like it was yesterday. Even though he makes me upset sometimes he always makes me feel better and smile again. I love putting my head on his chest and just listening to his heart beat. It calms me down and makes me smile all the time. He makes me so happy and i wouldnt change a second of this past year. Meeting him changed my life and im so thankful to have him in it. Like he said monday night "i'm right here i'm not going no where".

You say whatever i say whatever

i didnt smoke it i just lit and said to myself "im not going to kill myself or harm my baby". then i put it out. that is exactly what i told him. my baby is my main priority. I'm just sick of him smoking pot and doing meth. I don't like when he does it because then he has an attitude but he doesn't see that