Memories

These are the things that hurt the most. Even if it was once something good and it no longer exists. Memories are the things you remember,but no longer live. I have more sad memories and happy. Ever since high school started I have pretty much had one bad memory after another. Weird thing is these memories always involved guys. Guys were and still are a major part of my hurt. This one guy who liked me last year had been trying to bring me back into their life for months and I just kept pushing them further and further away. I didn't know what I was doing at the time. Then I realized that I actually care for them and started trying to get close with them again. I needed to get close with them again. I remember everything he used to say to me to get me back. Those were good memories that I wished stayed around....