That was it.

welp today i tried to tell him how i felt and instead he locks himself in his bathroom and listens to music which he said he was doing idk he couldve just been lying. so i stood outside and said everything i wanted to say. then i left because he didnt say anything. so i went outside and he stood at door and said "you know i wasnt listening to anything you said right" i even slide the note under the door. i told him i just wanted him to listen to how i felt but i guess thats just something he cant do. i cant wait anymore. ive waited long enough to say everything i needed to and now that i did he doesnt listen. is what i just cant understand is why he cant see how easy it is for me to say i love you. its easy for me because its true i really do love him. but i cant anymore.....i just cant. i told my best friend that this was the last time i was going to try to get him back and if he didnt listen i was done. he thinks i dont care but when i go out of my way and explain to him how i feel he doesnt listen. i dont understand why he acts the way he does sometimes. when he realizes that i still do really care about him it will be to late as i will have already moved on.

im sorry JB but you had the chance and you didnt take it.
love you,
Goodbye.


“Yes I love him. I love him more than anything else in this world and there is nothing that I would like better than to hold on to him forever. But I know it's not for the best. So no matter how much my heart is going to break, I've got to let him go so he can know just how much I love him. Maybe if I'm lucky, he'll come back, but if not, I can make it through this.”