What he means to me

He means so much to me, like to the moon and back. He means so much even when he doesn't listen to me or shows he cares. I love the kid. I dont know what more I can do to show him it. I've tried everything I can think of. I just don't think he understands that I still freaking care a lot about him. I care so much its unbelievable. There is just no way im letting this kid go. Well i mean the only way i will let him go is if he straight out says to me "I dont care about you and dont want you". I get that i should try meeting new people but it doesnt matter how close i get to someone else i will always have him in my mind. I think if he truly listened to me and heard me out he would understand. But until that day happens i dont know what more i can do. i try being close and friendly with him and then hes a jerk. its almost as if hes trying to piss me off so i leave but i dont know. I wanna know how he feels..Maybe thats all i need. maybe after i know how he feels i can either keep trying or move on. knowing how he feels is something i would love to know....
if he felt the same i would keep trying to get back with him and just get close with him. i mean we already laugh with eachother at school. we talk to eachother, its not like we are strangers. i would go further than my limit past my extent and go all out to win his heart over. i really never thought about it like that. i guess ive just been trying to get him back. When i really should be trying to win his heart over right? if i win his heart over that will prove so much to him and then maybe just maybe he will finally open up. Now winning someones heart over isnt as easy as 1,2,3.

Winning his heart over again

1. Be honest about your motives. Being manipulative will not win back your guy. When you talk to him, be direct and honest, letting him know that you’re still interested in him and want to get back together.
2. Avoid being pushy or overbearing. Even if you feel a sense of urgency, calling your guy repeatedly, showing up at his work or home, or sending him multiple emails or text messages may push him away.
3. Give him time to process the situation. If you recently broke up, give your guy time to think things over before approaching him again. Time and distance may also make him realize that he misses having you in his life.
4. Have solutions and ideas ready when you approach him. You will have better luck winning back your man if you have ideas about how to make things better the second time around.
5. Respect his feelings. If your guy tells you that he is not interested or asks for time to think things over, give him his space and don’t approach the issue again until you are certain he’s ready to talk.
6. Try casual dating before jumping back into a serious relationship. Before you commit to a serious relationship again, make sure that both you and your guy are ready to revive your romance.

1. Keep a distance after the breakup. Men like to be hunters. They don't want a woman to constantly be seeking them and being clingy, especially after a breakup. Keeping your distance after being dumped gives you time to evaluate the relationship, and it gives him time to wonder if he made a mistake by letting you go.
2. Work on yourself, for yourself. Everyone has vices they wish they could change. Maybe you have a hard time trusting people; maybe you don't communicate as well as you'd like. Whatever the changes are, make sure you do them for yourself, not because your ex wishes that you were different. In the end, these changes will make you feel better about yourself and will make him notice your new level of confidence.
3. take up a new hobby. This step has two advantages. The first is that it will keep your mind off of the breakup and help lift your spirits. The second is that it will show your ex that you can be okay without him. If he knows that you're fine (maybe even better than fine) without him, he'll wonder why he ever dumped you in the first place and will be more likely to want you back.
4. Communicate openly with him when the time is right. When you have both had an adequate amount of time to let the breakup sink in and evaluate your relationship, have an open conversation with him about your desire to get back together. discuss why he left you in the first place and if it is something the two of you can work on. Be honest but not needy.