A romantic weekend

Since he loves the movies so much as do I, we should watch the whole series. Every twilight movie. The first and last one are my favorite he likes eclipse. It's quite amazing to have found a guy who like almost everything I do, and I like almost everything he likes. Perfect right? When I'm with him I picture us being the only two people around and its perfect that way. He is the only person on this planet that I actually like and like being around. Everyone else pisses me off so much and it gets annoying. He may make me mad but because I love him, the hate always goes away. That's why if we can live together for the summer to start out I think it will be great. There most likely will be some issues involving privacy and space, but we wilp surely work through them. I think this weekend will be super fun. It doesn't matter what we do as long as I'm with him I'm happy.

"Love you to the moon and back"

i dont dance

"Spinning you round and round in circles.it ain't my style but I don't care cause I'd do anything with you anywhere cause you've got me in the Palm of your hand" I loved it when we danced together even though it only lasted 2 minutes. It is something I will always remember. Our first dance was to the song "I don't dance". When I put my head on his shoulder he picked me up and spun me round and round in circles. Loved it so much. I wanna do it again.

Wishes

Everyone always has something to wish for. You need to have one because then you can work hard for that wish to come true no matter how difficult you think it might be.

I have 3 wishes. One is that Dan will say yes to let me stay with my bf , which I have a strong feeling he will. The second one is that I hope me and my bf won't act like an old married couple and fight a lot. I want it to be a happy experience, which I think the first month it will be. When we are together we are like attached to each other. You won't let me go and I won't let you go. Last wish is still for that dream of mine to come true and hopefully it does this summer.

See no matter what your wish is you can always find ways to accomplish it or get close to it.

One Thing I'll Never Understand

He says how some of the things i do put him in situations that pisses him off. I understand that, but i dont think he understands that the positions he puts me in hurt me and upset me sometimes. After all the emotions and struggles he has put me through i still love him. I don't know why i still do i just do. Thats something i dont think i'll ever understand. I guess if you love someone you put all situations and mistakes aside and just deal with it. This week has just been confusing and misleading for me. I don't understand him. When i was with him on the weekend he said "I really care about you and love you to death" "theres not a minute during the day i dont think about you, your always on my mind". If i am always on his mind and thats all true then how come he hasnt talked to me since tuesday? doesnt make any sense right. We have gone since February 15th texting or calling eachother everyday. There were two days that we didnt talk but still. We talk every single day, so this is weird for him not to talk to me. I don't understand what is going on at all. Nothing makes any sense anymore. I wish i could understand what is going through his head but i cant.....

Promises

When you make a promise to somebody you need to keep it no matter what it takes. I dont care if you have to walk or crawl on your hands and knees to get to me. If you mean all the things you say then prove it to me. I won't see you for 26 more days guaranteed but still. If he says yes I'll be there June 18th. Then we have all the time in the world to see each other. We will be with each other everyday. I will need some me time and you will need you time. That's fine. Everyone has alone time.

Am I really ready for this?

Once I move in with you that's it. There's no other guys it's just you. I love you yes but I'm 16 there are so many guys out there. I wanna move in like I really do its just reality hasn't set In yet. Are we gonna be able to do this because this is big. A big step in our relationship. I'm gonna be like you independent relying on only myself to support me. I hope we make it through this whole thing. I don't wanna lose you. I can't lose you because you and only you are my world you mean everything to me.

See you in 27 days babe (:

May 17 to May 18. Best weekend ever!!

Spent it with the guy I love with all my heart. He is the most amazing person I have EVER met. He really makes my world. From the moment I first saw him I knew I wanted him to stay around. Nobody and I mean nobody can take him away from me. He is mine and always will be. I want him to stay in my life forever. I'm done listening to what people say because I honestly don't give a crap what you say, it's not your life. Some choices I made along the way may have been hard, but I'm happy I made those choices.This weekend was just so perfect. I wish It could have lasted longer though. We went fishing which was super fun! I caught like 6 fish. We went on what he called a "Hell Ride". 5th gear on his quad through mud,water, it was just so much fun. He said "I know I'm hard on you sometimes, but its because I care a lot about you and love you to death", I would walk for as long as it takes to see him. He is everything I want. He says "How am I perfect, I'm the dumbest guy out there", to me he's beyond perfect. If the guy he lives with says yes he wants me to move in with him. Which I'm moving out anyways so this would be perfect. We had a bonfire, that was pretty freaking cool. laying with him was awesome. I love hugging him. So much stuff to say, but not enough time to say it all. 3 months with the absolute best guy ever to come into my life. Everything that happened this weekend was worth it because i got to be with him once again after 82 days. It was a long time but i got through it. I miss him like crazy and its only been 9 hours since i saw him. From now on what goes on betweenus stays between us i don't want  drama in our relationship.
I love him with all my heart <3
"Love you to the moon and back"