2 of his friends told me that he told them that he was playing me and just using me to get what he wanted. I feel like a freaking idiot for not noticing this sooner. That girl his ex who i have been talking to was telling me the truth the entire time when i thought she lying. it turns out he was the one lying this whole time. I put all my trust into him and he abused that trust. I actually liked him this time we dated and i cared for him. I wanna know if he ever cared or ever liked me. He hurt me to the point where im crying because i gave him so much and got nothing in return. everytime i tried being nice to him i never got the same back. he was always an ass. there were times he wasnt and actually was nice. it breaks my heart to know that he let it go on like this for a month. a damn month. he led me to believe we were dating for a month when really he was just playing with my emotions the whole time. i cant believe he could do something so low like this. i should have known something was up when every time someone asked if he was in a relationship he said he was single. he kept asking "r we still dating" on phone, in person even through text. he is one pretty damn good liar. the way he asked me out felt so real. he kept calling me babe, he said he missed me. the thing that really makes me mad is he said he loved me. you dont say you love someone unless you really do and he sure the hell didnt. why me like why. what did i ever do to him....nothing absolutely nothing. back in december he was doing anything for me do date him, he said the most sweetest things he said he would never hurt me or make me upset and he would always be there for me. He didnt do anything wrong during that 4 days we dated because i broke up with him. i dont even know why i broke up with him i just did. and back in january and months after that he was trying so hard to go out with me. he was always trying different things to make me date him. i just didnt see it then, and i joked around with my friend. I joked around with him too. it wasnt nice and he got mad at times, but that didnt stop him from trying. then back in june like on june 7th me and my bestfriend went to the park and he was there. that day was the first time for a while since i talked to him in person. that was only two months ago. that day made me realize that i really like him. me and him were walking on the railroad tracks holding hands, it was cute. we hugged many times. then i chased him around cuz he put my sunglasses on and i was trying to get them back. it was a really fun day. then we held hands and just walked around town. He wanted to kiss me, but i said no so we just hugged. That day made me realize a lot of things. After that day me and him started talking a lot more, it made me happy. Then july came around and he asked me out in such a sweet way. I thought that this chance may not come again, so without thinking i just said yes. that was the happiest day ever. the first week he texted me like everyday and always said "Hey babe". seems legit dont it, yeah i thought so to. Week two comes and hes acting sweet some days then rude other days. Week three arrives and he doesnt text me first anymore so i have to. that week july 24 i went over to his house and he asked "do you still wanna be with me" i said yes then we kissed. i felt like everything was ok. that day was pretty fun. then week 4 one month comes and he doesnt text me at all, so i do. He half the time doesnt even text me back. I feel distant and i feel like he doesnt care.
question is....Was it real at first and just faded? or Was it never real?
