Secrets

I hate keeping secrets from my friends, but there are times when you have to. This is one of those times. I have been keeping a secret since the 17th. I need it to remain a secret because i dont want anyone finding out what im doing or who im with. People may get mad at me or get hurt. I'm just doing what i always do. I have been saying i feel like im turning into S, which i really feel like i am going to.  This is one secret i need to keep and i dont know how long for. If i were to hurt one person it would be the guy im dating... but you know what fuck itt. All i do is get hurt and hurt people. Thats my personallity. Im not a fucking little good girl. Like no im me and thats who i wanna be.