Perfection

In my life nothing was perfect, but now i can say that there is one thing that is. Eric is the definition of perfect in my life right now. He just is the sweetest thing. I cant even put it into words because theres just so many ways to describe him. Even when i say im mad at him, there was really nothing he did wrong. He just doesnt seem like the guy who would screw you over or take advantage of you. Hes perfect. I cant say that about many guys i have liked in the past either. I may have said there adorable but not perfect and definitely not the definition of perfect. His eyes, hair, smile, just everything about him i like. I wanna learn so much more about him. I keep saying that if and when we date we would last easily more than a year. The way he acts now is probably how he would act in a relationship. No fights. No arguments. Its just normal. We may not talk everyday but when we do there is a smile on my face brought on by him. Hes just beyond perfect. I am really trying not to ruin our friendship because if i do we may never talk again. I may not be in luck to find someone as perfect as while in high school. Thats why i cant mess anything up. I think im actually the only girl who likes him. And if i really am thats sad because a lot of girls are missing out on a great guy. i like him a lot. and even though i said i had another crush i told him today that i cant like him because i have a better chance with eric and that he is more sweeter than him. He probably got mad and thats why he stopped responding,but it doesnt matter. Talking to him has also made me really stop and i actually mean stop talking to S. Which is a miracle. Im happy though because i dont need anymore assholes or lying cheaters in my life anymore. i actually want a good guy and eric is that. Hes just too perfect. His voice is dreamy, like i could listen to him talk all day and all night long. Everything about him is perfect.<3 I will show him this one day and he will know he has a good girl in his life.