Memory :(

Well today is 11 weeks since me and him have hung out. As I was going up hill I looked back and had a memory of one of the times me and him hung out.
MEMORY: I was walking to go hang out with him and I kept saying where was he then I saw him riding his scooter to me. I texted him and said "I see you". Then he stopped scootering and we walked to our usual hangout. He climbed over the fallen trees in park and I followed, till we got to our usual spot. Then there we did what we always did.
It must mean something to remember something that happened in November so clearly. I remember detail by detail. Well as I was having this memory re-played in my head today I started to feel say and tear up because of how much I miss him. I have been having quite a lot of memories lately.
I have just been so sad and depressed lately and just wish everything could go back to normal. Even though I know it won't ever.