Cry Myself To Sleep Because Of You

Ok so its been 7 weeks since we last talked and 8 weeks since we last hung out.( Tearing up as i'm writing this) We didn't have the average friendship. Me and you never spoke in public and never hung out in public. Whenever we were to hang we either had to hang in the woods or you come to my house. In November we started to hang out, I started to like you and thought you liked me too. Then as December approached things got weird between us. Whenever you asked to hang you really didn't mean "hang" you actually meant kiss/makeout. That was ok, but i would have liked to talk and get to know stuff about you. Is what always happened was we talked for a week and hung out once during that week, then for no reason at all you would avoid me for two weeks....then talk to me for a week again. That happened at least 6 times. So then January came and i got really sad cause it has been 4 weeks since you last talked to me....so i thought that was it no more doing what we did and our friendship was over. That wasn't the case because on January 13th i remember you texting me (crying right now as i'm typing) and saying "Miss you we need to hang" and i said "i miss you to and yea we do". So then we hung out that day and did stuff like we always did when we hung out. That day he came over to my house...it was the first time he came over.......FAST FORWARD>>>>>
That was a fun day and he thought so too. Then we talked for 4 days after that and then he avoided me for a good 3 weeks. Then he wanted to hang out again and by this point it was February 9th. So we hung out and did what we normally did. It was a good day cause i got to see him. Later that month he thought i was pregnant.....but i wasn't thankfully. So after that we talked maybe once or twice. And now its April 10 and he has yet to talk to me again. The very last time we talked was February 16th.