As of now half of me doesn't wanna ever get involved with you again.....but the other half wants to see you and be close to you again.
Everyone knows that we will not cross paths again....but in my heart I won't give up hope. Because I would like to cross paths again, but just as friends. That's really all I want is for us to be friends JUST friends. You don't even seem to want that since you don't talk to me in public. I just hope that my feeling will pass and my pain disappears before I really can't handle it anymore.
The part that always gets me upset when I think about this all is....."How can you like someone so much and they don't like you at all". Maybe he's shy to tell me I think....probably not he just doesn't feel the same. I need to find someone who can take my mind off things and who will make me happy. Someone who will give me as much I give them in return. I'm done trying to make everything work out and I'm done taking him back. This time I really mean it! All I wanna do is be his friend NOTHING more. Especially not a Friend With Benefit. That was not fun. The last guy I dated all I thought about was this guy. I technically only ever liked this guy, not the guy I dated. Wow, right. Even when I think of someone else he is always on my mind.
That all needs to stop.
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