JB

"I love him, but I canot show him, I want him, but he cannot know it, I need him, but I know it will never be again, if only he needed me."


There is so much to say about him. He is my ex. We still flirt though. We still hangout. We kiss occasionally. Why can't we be in a relationship again though....thats what i wanna know. I don't care how any of my friends feel about him because none of that matters. The only thing that matters is how i feel about him. I still love him always will. I still have deep feelings for him. If i didn't then i wouldnt be doing the things i do with him."Everyone keeps telling me how he feels. They say that he doesn't care, but he's never shown me he didn't. They say that he doesn't love me, but he never said he didn't. Everyone keeps telling me who he is. They say he's a player. They say he's no good. But yet, I'm the only one who sees something different in him & nobody understands why. I'm the only one who can look in his eyes & know there is hope." Hope of us being together again. I want it so badly. I want it more than i should.

"Is he really a good guy you think, maybe he is, maybe he isnt. Only one person can answer that and that is you yourself"