It's time.

I finally think its time to shut S out of my life. I just told people before that I stopped talking to him to get them of my back even though I still was talking to him. I've been talking to him today even.The things we talked about made me really think and realize I can do a lot better than him and I deserve better. I thought I wanted the same things he wanted but really we want two totally different things. I wanna settle down and get into a relationship while he just wants a girl to fuck and get action whenever he wants. He needs to know that you don't always get what you want. I've come to realize you have to work for what you want because if you don't you never know if it can happen or not. So I'm finally pushing him away and out of my life cause I don't need him. He made me miserable and I just dot need that again. JB fixed that. Now I'm gonna follow what I want because I know exactly what I want