I don't understand anything

I just can't understand how you can feel like you really like someone and tell them and they have nothing to say. I never asked for much all I wanted was a word or two. Anything really. It didn't matter as long as it came from him I was happy. This year just started three months ago and I already want it to be over because it has been nothing but hell for me. Because the day before the first day of school he broke up with me. So yeah  it has been nothing but hell. My ways have changed into something bad that I wish It didn't. It just went downhill well everything is. I wanna be happy but everytime I get my hopes up something or someone always has to ruin in