so last wednesday i went to the school guidance counsler and talked with the psychologist as well. i talked about s and it actually releived a lot of my pain and sadness. i feel like a much happier and bright person. Like i dont know theres just a part of me that cant be sad anymore. before i could very easily just start crying when someone mentioned something about him. now im fine. i have officially made the decision to not talk to him again since i figured out he was the main source of me being depressed and sad all the time. i used to cry myself to sleep some nights for 6 months then it started getting better when i dated JB. then me and him broke up and s started talking to me again and now he stopped again. i kinda want it to stay that way. i know before i said i wanted to be just friends with him. but im done putting myself in a depressed state and always crying and being a downer. so i changed and i changed for the better.
So goodbye S. I do not need you in my life. I feel so much better now that i talked about you and let it all out.
:)
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