I've Made My Decision

Im going to concentrate on only one guy and shut all other guys out. I want it to work with K. Even though he is mad at me and im mad at him for the things he said. I still really like him. Im gonna focus on him and only him. Im going to put my all in it. I will try so hard because i want it to work so much. He made me realize i cant always have everything i want, and that if i try to outsmart people i will lose. Which i did because i chose my ex and him. They both found out that i had been with each other. That really hurt me. They both hate me right now and dont talk to me. The reason i need to just move on from my ex is because if i go back to him again, that will make it the 3rd time that i dated him. No. Two times was more than enough. I know that i shouldnt be going after k considering thats is best friend. But i cant stop my heart from liking him.