he talked to me again. 7 months later and he finally talked to me again. after 5 months i really started to think he isnt ever going to talk to me again. so i just gave up and let go. Then i started dating the other guy and was happy. Now me n him arent dating. Im gonna go through the same thing that i went through before. All my friends think im stupid and dumb for talking to him again.
I feel like they hate me or are mad at me because im talking to him again. But you what i know theres a chance of me getting hurt, theres always a chance of getting hurt. They need to let me live my life the way i want to live it. Im happy ok theres actually a smile on my face again.
7 months 7 months..... thats a long fucking time. He didnt forget about me though. He still remembered me.
Im to the point where i dont even wanna tell my best friend about it. I feel like she will hate me.
This is me, this is who i am.
I forgive people i shouldnt.
i let in people i shouldnt.
i trust in people i shouldnt.
i fall for people i shouldnt.
i care for people i shouldnt.
but i do because thats just me. Thats who i am.
he hurt me 6 times and i took him back every time, because i wanted him to have another chance to make things right. I felt like he deserved another chance.
call me stupid call me dumb. but remember its just me being me.
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