Ok everyone get up and just smile at everyone that comes across you. Im so sick of freaking people these days. like i truly am. you know im just so fucking done telling anyone about my problems with guys or just problems in life. i cant take any of this shit anymore. id rather go to school with a fucking fake smile on my face and have everyone think im fine, so that way when i get home i can shed a tear or two and not worry about what anyone is thinking. I just so fucking have had it. Ill just stop talking to dudes. ok. that good enough. All i know is i actually fucking liked fegle but no by going over to my ex's house they both get freaking mad at me and hate me now. you know what be mad at me hate me for all i fucking care. Ok. Call me a freaking whore, slut, even a cunt. whatever word may cross your mind. Go ahead and call me it. You wouldnt like to be called any of that would you?No i think not.
Yea i get that what i did was stupid and messed up. But it was a mistake. and everyone makes mistakes in life. I just want one of them to forgive me. Cause then at least id have one of them in my life. This shit all just fucking sucks. Yea i may be complaining about a freaking guy. Ok. Maybe it aint that bad. But nobody can understand. I dont want anyone to understand either. Im just done. Done with everything and everyone.
im sick of crying all the time. Sick of having problems. Sick of being upset. Just sick of everything. I want everything to be normal. Is that to much to ask for?
Fegle if i would be....im coming after you, and you will talk to me.
welp. whatever. Done.
DUNZO. :P hehe
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