I have got myself in such a big mess I don't know how to escape it. I want to do so many crazy things that I know could get me in a lot of trouble. My mind is telling me these things because it thinks after I do it I will feel better. Truth is I don't feel any better. People have called me psycho....even my friends. I don't like that because I feel even worse, but I don't show it because I don't want pity. I don't deserve pity or anything. I deserve to suffer because of the mess I have caused.
He called the police on me and filed a harassment charge because he assumed I was the one who texted him saying if he came to school today someone was going to kill him.Well I wasn't the one who texted him, but it has gotten so bad he just assumes it's me now. Who can blame him really.
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