Yea I did something really stupid on thursday. I decided to stand in front of a train for as long as I could. Welp the train got 200ft away from me, which was really close and then I moved. This old guy was watching me as well as 5 of my classmates. Then I went to hang out with my friend and I told him. He said "Your not suicidal right?" and I answered no. Truth be told I would have stood in front of that train much longer....only change would have been is that I'd be looking away with my eyes closed. But I didn't tell him that because then he'd never talk to me again probably. Anyways he said if a train comes he would pull me away from it and I said why I had fun doing that. I just don't feel protected anymore and I dont know why.
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