4 Months 2 weeks

It will be 4 months 2 weeks since the last time we hung out saturday. You know how long that is....thats long. Guess what? I'm still trying to forget about you and erase all the feeling that I have for you. Its been 4 fucking months! Did you not listen to what I just said? I've been trying to forget about you for 4 fucking months almost 5. You know that is crazy right? Well it is. I've pushed and pushed myself to move on so many times, but like people always say "No matter how hard you try to forget the past, you can't." I really am beginning to think thats true. I still can remember each time we hung out day and detail by detail. I can even remember the things you said. Crazy huh? Well yea thats because I can't shake the feelings I have for you. You seemed to be glued to my head. But seriously 4 months bro. And I'm still trying....