5 Months Exactly Today

Today marks exactly 5 months since me and him hace last hungout. Wow I really thought that just once out of all the times he drives by my house he would at least think "maybe I should say something to her". But nope he hasnt said a word to me. He doesnt even look at me. I feel so broken when I really shouldnt. Like come on its been 5 months and I am still crying at times and remembering the memories. Like yea I know I really need to move the fuck on. The pieces are started to mend though...there taking a super long time to though. I still miss him, I always will miss him.