i just cant go through this again....i cant.

I love him more than anyone ever could. He means the absolute world to me. Losing him means i lose everything and everyone because i dont have anyone. The last time something like this happened was two months ago 3 days before my birthday when this girl claimed to be dating him. Now this girl is saying shes his girlfriend. Post on facebook said:

her: excuse me? i am his gf
joeseph guy: U kewl. Didnt know he had one! Here comes the drama,save it for yo momma. I will delete my comment just for u Adams gf
her: thank you.you dont have to.leave it
joeseph: Make sure he treats u good woman!
him: Always
Her: i am sure he will
him: And always will
him:I know I will :)
joseph:That's what I like to hear!
her: i know you will too baby :)
him:Yes I will babe
her: :)

that shit kills me inside it kills me. because i dont know what to believe anymore. All i know is that i have the right to take his kid away and not let him be involved. Im not that much of a bitch though, but i can be if he continues to push my limits.