But I don't know how.
I like you so much. Like a lot a lot. Like If you asked me if I loved you i wouldn't even take a second to think about it, i'd just say yes. You see my feelings for you are just so strong. Some of my friends keep telling me to move on from you and find someone new. Thing is i want you. I only have this year to have you. Your a senior whos graduating in 8 months. They tell me how your no good for me and how you treat people like crap. I will say this sometimes you can be an ass and get on my nerves, but that doesn't make me hate you. If i say i hate you, i say it because im mad. I wont give up on you. Dating you over the summer was such a puzzle and it was confusing. All these people came to me telling me one thing or another. Then i asked you about it and you denied most of it. I really didnt know who to believe. You should always be able to trust your boyfriend...right? well i didnt know if i could. So i just put all that stuff to the back of my mind and focused on you. Then we became distant. You stopped texting me first. When i texted you, sometimes you didnt even respond. I felt like you were shutting me out. I remember when we didnt talk for two weeks. TWO WEEKS. i wandered if i ever crossed your mind during that time. You crossed my mind every day.
the way i feel it goes is:
You meet someone.
You two get close.
It's all great for awhile.
Then someone stops trying.
Talk less. Awkward conversations.
The drifting.
No communication whatsoever.
Memories start to fade.
Then that person you know
becomes that person you knew.
Sad isn't it.
I never mattered in your life did i? The relationship was not real right? Did you.....nevermind.
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