Dear Babe,

I never talk about my feelings because i always seem to get emotional. I don't know why i do, i just do. I'm either really stupid or just so in love with you. Everything that you have ever said or done i let go. I put it all behind me because i could not bring it up and risk losing you. I just don't care about it anymore. You are the only one who can stop yourself from making wrong choices and mistakes, not others. I'm always afraid of speaking up about something because one wrong thing i say and you could be gone from my life forever. You don't understand, that can't happen. You know I know the answer to that. I'm not stupid, I am just so in love with you. I love you and thats the reason i can't let anything you do get to me. I will always love you, till the day i die and even after that. You mean so much to me and i care about you so much. Lately i've been pushing myself to make sure i don't do anything to upset you or make you mad. I know that if i do i could lose you and i don't want that to happen. Please just stay with me for awhile....a long long while. You are my babe. Every time i am with you i never wanna leave because when i'm with you i feel like i've escaped the prison i've been trapped in. When i'm with you i feel free. All i need is you. I don't need friends, I...just...need...you. You complete me. Your the reason I still want to be on this planet. Can't you see, you are my guardian angel. Thats our song. Remember? You always said "I'll be your guardian angel always". I will never regret any of the choices i made this year because if i didn't make those decisions, you wouldn't exist in my life. I couldn't imagine my life any different than it is right now. When i'm with you or text you or call you, i can't stop smiling. I know there is just something so special about you, but i haven't figured it out yet. Maybe i will soon.