It all started on November 4th. That was the day of the fight. The day he beat the shit out of feggle (k). The day where i said "now thats my kind of guy" i remember that fight like it was yesterday. I remembrr everything i said to. I didnt know what the guy who beat up k's name was. But it didnt matter cause i knew right there right then that i liked him. Then december 7th i sent him a message on facebook and said "hey your cute js". That message started it all. Ever since then we have talked and he really started to grow on me. And i wanted there to be something between us. Thats what i was shooting for...he may have ruined part of it, but there's still some hope in my heart. I know in my heart that we can be something he just needs to push and try for it. He kissed me twice and then avoids me for a couple days...made plans that he didnt stick to.That is what ruined it.that and only that is whar ruined it. I dont feel the same connection i used to and im not sure why. But i do know one thing and that is that i am willing to keep trying and put effort in only if he does.
He is Eric.
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