Sunday, December 7, 2014

Love or Lust?

Adam,
Its definitely love. I don't think i could love anybody else like the way i love you. Nobody can replace you because your everything i need. you are my whole world. Losing you would be like losing myself because i don't know what i'd do without you. your the missing piece to my puzzle. The one I've been looking for this whole time. I don't want you to go anywhere anytime soon....i really don't want you to go anywhere ever. i want you to be mine forever. forever is a long time, but i wouldn't mind spending it with you. I've been through thick and thin with this you and at the end of the day i'm still in love with you. I always will be no matter what. did you ever just meet someone and it was like an instant click? The first day i met you, it was an instant click. I felt so comfortable with you and i barely knew you, I felt like i could tell you pretty much anything. I still do to this very day, if you asked me a question about my past i would answer it. Your just not like other guys, your completely different. It's a good different though. After we hang out and I walk to the car I'm already missing you. I love you Adam, more than you know. You make me happy and laugh and feel comfortable. You really are something special. These 9 months with you so far have been absolutely the best 9 months of my life. I thank you for being in my life. Yeah we may get in fights every now and then, but so does every other couple out there. It just makes us stronger. When you told me on the phone the other night "I don't plan on leaving you at all" it literally put me in tears because I never heard you say that before and it made me happy. You have no idea how happy you make me. When I get a text from you my face lights up and I'm smiling. One of my favorite things is talking to you on the phone at night for hours. Hearing your voice makes me smile. It doesn't matter what we talk about its just nice being able to talk to you. There are days where I stress over things and just want to give up, but I don't and you know why. I'm not a giver upper. I just don't give up easily because i'm a fighter. I fight for what means something to me and I don't stop. I may not be a protector, but I am definitely a fighter.I don't know what you are, and i think i should i don't know. Your right about me needing to talk about how i'm feeling more often and i will. Just gotta take things one step at a time. I can't wait for next week because maybe we can take some pictures together. Instead of just having hundreds of pictures of only you on my phone. With my new phone we can take them! I bet you didn't know that every quote on my quote wall relates to our relationship in some way. Every month I add 4 new ones and it keeps growing. Their amazing quotes. February 23, 2014 love. One magical date to remember and it always will be. I love you Adam. Forever and Always. <3 <3 <3

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