I am in a web of lies because of him. I don't know who i told what to. Everything is just a jumbled mess. The person who is supposed to be my best friend doesn't even know. I keep forgetting what story i told her because i told so many people different stories. I just wish i could fix it all and just tell everyone there is no guy in my life, but that would just be another lie because there is. I just don't want people to know who he is. I should have never started talking to them again after i was pissed at them, but i did because it was so hard not to. Its like i love him and miss him, but the things he says just are very believable. If he really does love me then he should prove it. It upsets me because the last time he said "I love you" was march 25th. that was two weeks ago... I don't wanna give up on him, but if thats what needs to be done so be it.
"Nothing in life is to be feared, it is only to be understood. Now is the time to understand more, so that we may fear less"
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